Anxiety...

With my exchange surgery only two weeks away... the anxiety has started to kick in. 

I AM LEGIT FREAKING OUT.

I know, I know... The exchange surgery is a piece of cake compared to the Mastectomy. At least that is what everyone keeps telling me. But I can't help but be nervous. REALLY nervous. 

I feel like I am just so not prepared. And I don't even know how to prepare. 

I am sure it is going to be FINE but as surgery day get closer and closer my anxiety keeps building and building. 

Sometimes my heart starts racing and sometimes I feel like I can't breathe. 

Trying to take deep breaths and meditate but omg it feels like my head is going to explode. 

I just want the day to get here already so these feelings can go away. 

Did anyone else feel like this? I feel like I am going crazy....